夜静人深就多感触 :P

我讨厌拒绝别人。看着别人一脸失望的样子，我就是不忍心……

这个moment，牡羊座的冲动作祟，突然想把心里想的，用文字写下。

正式迈进药剂系第二年了。回想去年，在做决定要读这一科系的时候，真的……看不见的未来，许多不知道的未知数。心中是有多的恐惧啊！想到爸爸要在自己身上咋的一笔钱。就像一笔赌注，不到最后真不懂会不会赔钱啊！

我的压力来源是父母。尤其是爸。因为他是我的奖学金援助……

每次在想，"要是没有他，我有今天吗?"

所以，我的压力也是我奋斗的动力。虽然，这压力有时候，真的让我窒息……但是绝对不会打到我的。

我可以报答他们的，就是送上我漂亮的成绩册！！（希望真的可以做到最后）

感谢神，感谢所有的一切，我的第一年的成绩都很好！所以，这个成绩又给了我更努力的原因！原来，有付出，有耕耘，就有收获！！开心！！希望真的是如此！！！父母看到成绩册的那个moment，哇，难忘！！我要每个学期都看到他们这个expression！

我答应自己，要更更更更努力！！！！我要把每一次都做最好。

抱歉，尤其两个对我很重要的人，我这次要say no，我也不想这样啊…… 就是timing不对。要准备pbl，拜五上到6点的课不说，还有拜一8点的课！！ 如果我去了，我的周末就酱没有了。我会觉得没有做到东西，会很忏愧的！！要say no真的很难！每一讲一次，我就压力一次。我真的不善于表达我的“no”。希望你们会谅解…… 我也希望我是做对了决定，自己真的会不后悔……

啦啦啦，我不要想酱多了………… :) 收拾心情，focus sem 3！！！

Reviving

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been M.I.A for almost a year. Time passes in a blink of eyes, I've gone through the short semester (8 weeks) of MQA subjects in IMU. MQA basically means MATA PELAJARAN WAJIB(MPW) in Malay. For example, the subject i took were Malaysian Studies, Moral Studies and Introduction to Psychology (that was the replacement because i have exemption for BM).

For all the previous post, my problem was that i spent too much time on writing and editing all my photos. With time being the major constraint, i quit blogging for awhile.

In order to balance up my time in blogging, I guessed i need to set mode for myself in blogging. After considering and considering again and again, I've made a final decision to revive my blog! Yeah!! But, all my upcoming post will be more in photos rather than words. I'll try to update more if i could, by finding the energy to blog. I wish i can follow this newly-set-principle well enough:D

Okay that's all for now. Hmm, i'm now thinking what to eat for dinner:) Are you guys excited to see i'm back on blogging? hahahaha.

Thanks for reading.

Kthxbai. See you in the next post.

Photo that tell the story

I passion travelling and photography.

I passion travelling and photography.

I passion travelling and photography.

I passion travelling and photography.

I passion travelling and photography.







Yes, you know.

These are my #kononnya art work that i'm going to show now.

Venue: Fraser's Hill trip
Time: May 2011

#1

 #2

I will be a nicer scenery if without the fencing.

 #3

 #4

 #5

The dam with a big hole.

#6

Wild mushroom.

Venue: Pulau Ketam

Time: August 2011

#7

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Taken upon arrival at jetty.

 #9

 #10

One of my favourite work.

 #11

Like this too.

 #12

 #13

Current laptop's wallpaper.

#14

Can be better.

Venue: National Parliament

Time: July 2010

 #15
Favourite!!

#16
Favourite NO.1!!!

I'm in the process of learning the art of photography. So i hope my dear readers don't mind if my photography skills are too lousy to be shown off. It will be nicer if you can leave me feedbacks and comments about my photos.


So tell me, which is/are your favourite?

Hello August

Hello from a forever lazy and lousy blogger! Not blogged in forever again. I have to stop saying this whenever i start my blogging everytime but can't help it. #foreverlazy #whattodo

And i just realised that i only posted once last month!! T__________T


Actually I got a lot of photos accumulated from the past few months which I never got around to posting! Now that today I’m free, be prepared for a diarrhea of photos here again.

Gonna be heavy pics and less word too.

#1

First time decorating cake.

#2
And yes, the cake is for father's day.

I know, the cake may looks too colourful which makes you thinks the cake was made of Play-Doh. But i GUARANTEE you the cake taste nice, just like how beautiful the cake looks like.

#3
Sang karoake with friends because i was craving for it so much.

#4

#5

I never watch any same movie for twice in cinema before. Watched transformers 3 for the second time with family, first time i went with friends.

#6

Sis took part in 4x400m relay on sports day, we went to support her. And with our 'warmest' support she won a bronze medal.

#7
My dog, random but just to let you know how well he had recover from the neutering operation. Dad sent him for neutering because he likes peeing everywhere especially the gate and car tyres.

#8
Parcel from UKM!!

#9
Inside the parcel, including offer letter and all the documents needed for university intake. Soon to be a university student on September.

#10
Played bowling with friends. One of them, Aiman, my Muslim friend since primary school, and he just came back from Russia studying medicine.

#11
I remember my last bowling game was last last year during CNY. *nostalgia*

#12
Attended primary school gathering in McDonald's.

#13
Attendees.

#14
The guys. Only 10 guys came, and two of them left early.

#15

#16
The girls. Oh, the guy there is Aiman, whom i mentioned earlier.

#17
Made another colourful cake.

#18
Attended a relative's wedding dinner. I planned to wear this to my graduation last year, but changed my mind last minute because i found another more suitable dress, which was not so colourful.

#19
The wedding dinner of his uncle.

#20
Cupcakes i made!!

#21

Still learning and adapting to my new phone.

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Bangkok

To continue my unfinished trip to Bangkok, Thailand!

I sorta gotten really lazy so it will be less text and picture heavy!

Forgetten photos from Bangkok!!!

#1

Night outside Platinum Fashion Mall, apparently we shopped there from noon til night. And went back there the next day because we have not finished visiting every shop in there.

Platinum Mall is something like Sungai Wang in Malaysia. My favourite mall in Bangkok!  With endless trendy shops in the mall, where you must get ready to shop for cheap clothes!!

#2

Last night in Bangkok :(

 #3

First time ever i saw so many Sponge Bob at once. Problem solved! Because i was scratching head where to find Sponge Bob for dear, which she specially requested me to buy her. I know, i wished got enough Baht to buy the whole stall for you too.

#4

The last morning in Bangkok, in Tuk-tuk Car.

#5

Siam Paragon is a more luxury shopping mall, with designer and branded shops inside. It is consider a high class shopping mall which i hardly shop there.

#6

And meet Lee Minho at Dunkin' Donuts. LOL.

#Obsessed with him lately because i'm watching City Hunter, some more this drama was filmed in Thailand. LOL infinity.

#7

But Siam Paragon is still worth visiting if you don't shop. They have nice decorations everywhere, in and outside the mall, which i went there around Christmas in December.

#9

#10

Outside Siam Paragon.

#11

I met Steven Gerrard in Bangkok! The footballer from Liverpool. First time ever! Football fans, don't be jealous :P

I seriously don't know who he was that time, but daddy keep asking us to take picture together with this unknown famous footballer. Sorry, not a football fans. But i don't care who he is, as long as he is famous. And i met someone famous!! LOL.

#12

Went MBK mall after Siam Paragon.

#13

Traffic in Bangkok, viewed above the pedestrian bridge.

#14

#15

Had free iced milk tea in MBK mall. For tourist only, where you just show your passport at them and claim your free drinks. I love whatever is free.

And in case you are reading my blog in the middle of the night, the following pictures are devils!! See at your own risk.

#15

Fried soft shell crabs.

#16

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#18

Thai snacks.

#19

Colourful, makes me wonder if it is edible.

#20

#21

Guava juice.

#22

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#24

#25

Fruit rojak.

#26

#27

Coconut ice-cream.

#28

#29

Feeling hungry?

What about this...

#30

#31

Disgusting poop-like sausage. Although real poop colour is slight darker. *vomit*

#32

Or some crunchy grasshopper.

I saw people selling this beside the road, kinda scary when i first saw it. Daddy and i wanted to try it and we went back the second day but unfortunately it's not there anymore. Just too bad, i swear, i must try it next time! At least grasshopper should be more ok then centipede or cockroaches, right?

Lost your appetite of eating now? Alright, go to bed then.

#33

Btw, that Steven Gerrard is cheat one. But they imitated Gerrard so real and well, even i'm confused when i saw him standing in front me. I dare not touch him at first because i really though he was a real human, and how can i simply molest someone so famous like him leh.

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